I feel like my life’s on hold, as if someone pressed the hold button; my energy and ambition when out the window. I can’t get motivated and just do things that I need to, but not the things that I should do to insure survival. My financials are a wreck; I need to correct it myself before going to Credit Counseling, because I fear that I will lose control of my financial control. I tell myself that this will pass, but it can’t pass, not without an accelerator.
It has been over a year now, I still have not done anything about his Truck or Mustang, and every day the value diminishes, WHAT is wrong with me? Even though they both need some work, I should try to sell, As Is, it would be better than nothing. Also, a garage sale would have bought in revenue to help my cause.
Is this just plain laziness, procrastination, or just plain stupid? I hope to pull myself together and do something about it. Time is precious and as the old saying is, Time is Money. I know, my life would be simpler if I would do something to help my monthly finances easier, I know this… so why do I do this to myself? I wish I had the answer.
I wish that I had someone to lead on, to help me decide and to push me. It’s laziness along with poor organization. I am going to have to push myself, I know… how I wish there was someone to share this with. I hate problems, boy do I hate problems. However, I am creating a snowball of a problem with this dilemma.
I have a nice home, a home that I love, and if I don’t get myself together, it is going to pot, or worse, I am going to lose it. Joanie, STOP IT, stop feeling sorry for yourself!
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